I had a twenty minute drive to my destination and I couldn’t get there fast enough! I wanted my mind off of what was currently crowding it. When he said, I got tied up I came as soon as I can, I knew exactly what it meant. He was tied up with her. I guess he thought I still was naive to what was going on between them. But I wasn’t! I knew everything. I spent countless nights in the beginning of our 6 year relationship crying and pleading to be treated right. That was until I had a miscarriage 4 years ago due to all the stress!! It took a huge toll on me. That experience, caused me to check out. That miscarriage changed my whole outlook on things.
From that moment on Don't get mad get even became my motto. I was no longer the girlfriend who cried behind my man giving himself to other women. I was now the one that went out and got hers as well. Don’t get me wrong I wasn’t out here screwing every Tom, Dick, and Harry but the guy who I finally did hook up with I decided to give him my all. Everything that a man wanted and deserved. He was my boyfriend #2.
"It’s 2018 ladies we don’t cry we cheat back !!" I yelled out into an empty car like the whole world could hear me. I found myself tooo deep in thought, I had to shake that feeling. I was five minutes from meeting him at our usual spot and the butterflies in my stomach were doing back flips. Four years later and I still got sooo nervous around him. He still made me feel like a little school girl with a crush. I pulled into the yard not to long after that and pulled out my phone.
I’m outside!
Ok! give me a min
I knew what give me a minute meant, his ass wasn’t ready. I turned my car off, got out, and jogged up the stairs. I flipped through a couple of keys until I found the house key. I put the key in the door and turned.
I walked in to the smell of fried chicken his grandma must have cooked earlier that day. I continued to walk through the dark house until I got to the bathroom. I could hear the shower running through the door. I opened the door to see a figure behind the curtain.
“You get on my nerves,I said laughing while pulling the shower curtain back, how you just getting here!”
“I’ve been here but I was watching the last two episodes of Power before the new one tonight”
“Soo dang you caught up without me “
“It ain’t even like that boo, he laughed looking at my lip poked out, you’re the reason I missed the last two episodes”
“WHATEVA just hurry ya ass up” I said walking out of the bathroom and into his room.
I was ready to go not knowing where we were going. It was his turn to plan date night and I had no clue on what was in store. And I think that was the best part! Being with this man I had experienced sooo much! Things I thought I would never do I was doing! And I loved it! I never been this confident in my life. I used to second guess everything, but with him I didn't have to. We tried things together. If it worked, Great!! If not, we were able to laugh at it and leave it at that. Mistakes weren't taken so seriously in our relationship. I noticed the shower water had stopped and suddenly I wasn’t in such a rush. He walked into the room with his towel draped around his waist and some water still glistening on his skin! Looking delicious!! Before I knew it I was sliding my jeans off! Our date could wait!
“Wasn’t you just rushing…” I shut him up with a kiss.
“No time for all that, I said breaking the kiss and tugging at his towel, now come get this!”
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